Disheartened
Posted: Sat Jul 18, 2009 3:09 am
Hi all..
I just wanted to have a bit of a sook and find out if others have ever felt this way before.
I have always thought I was a player that was not big headed or boastful about my game or positions on the ladder (others might disagree), even though I kindasortainaroundaboutway thought "yeah ok.. maybe I am an okish player that could show potential", so maybe that is being full of myself?
However on a personal level this season has been just terrible and I am feeling gutted.
I have not made points in maybe the last 6 games, final table? forget about it.. I am not sure if I am playing bad cards, have become predictable or maybe I was just extremely lucky all the other times I played? Maybe it is a matter of playing too much??
The sad part is I love poker and 888PL so much, if it was up to me, I would eat, sleep, breathe it...
But has anyone else on the forum felt like this? Just so disheartened they are unsure about how to fix what seems to be broken?
Sorry if this seems self pitying, maybe it is, but I am kinda hoping someone else might have the answer or at least some understanding.
I just wanted to have a bit of a sook and find out if others have ever felt this way before.
I have always thought I was a player that was not big headed or boastful about my game or positions on the ladder (others might disagree), even though I kindasortainaroundaboutway thought "yeah ok.. maybe I am an okish player that could show potential", so maybe that is being full of myself?
However on a personal level this season has been just terrible and I am feeling gutted.
I have not made points in maybe the last 6 games, final table? forget about it.. I am not sure if I am playing bad cards, have become predictable or maybe I was just extremely lucky all the other times I played? Maybe it is a matter of playing too much??
The sad part is I love poker and 888PL so much, if it was up to me, I would eat, sleep, breathe it...
But has anyone else on the forum felt like this? Just so disheartened they are unsure about how to fix what seems to be broken?
Sorry if this seems self pitying, maybe it is, but I am kinda hoping someone else might have the answer or at least some understanding.