If thats your past results, then its not flawed theory, but maybe flawed how you play as the big stack....
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But I feel in the past I have played some of my best poker, playing from behind and some of my worst poker, playing from in front.
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You certainly aren't alone here...
Personally I found earlier in my tournament playing days, that I just spewed too many chips if I was the big stack, calling with bad pot-odds or just too loosely (esp from EP, or raises from LP with easily dominated hands) preflop... also not considering implied odds preflop, esp when there are shorties in the pot. [and it can still be a problem, i have no illusions about that!]
I also thought a river shove would get them to fold, or a turn raise, preflop 3bet whatever...
Using terminology I didnt know then, I just plain thought I had more fold/fear equity than I really did... particularly fear equity.
And from talking to other players, I am not alone in this phenomenon...
You just can't do this when you are shorter stacked. (well you can, but find yourself on the rail pretty quickly!)
If this happens as the big stack, we tend to tighten up before we go completely busto
Using your big stack as a weapon is an art-form just as accumulating chips early is... And there are differing views on how this should be done to...
What Im trying to say, is that it just may be a matter of how you adjust your play based on your stack size (when its big)? maybe DONT change so much when you are (one of) the big stack(s)???
Only as you mentioned often you play worse as the big(ger) stack...
Just a thought, i could be way off base...
I dont think i am saying anything you dont already know, but sometimes it still helps to have things reminded to us...
Being chip leader should never be our primary goal (until very late), rather making good, +EV decisions. imho anyway...